Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I get so tired now. As in tired, tired easily...

I must be getting old.

Last time, i used to enjoy walking home from the interchange to my place, now, i took a bus just to alight at the following bus stop. My energy level is deteriorating.

Well, guess what?

I left the office close to eleven just now.

My worried parents started calling me, asking when i'm coming back.
First they called my handphone a little after nine.

Then they called the office closer to 10.

I was in the midst of bursting into tears coz my boss wanted the work to be done by tonight.
Coz the client wanted the audited accounts by tomorrow.
And the senior who did most of the work was on study leave, and since i had helped out a tiny portion of the accounts, i had to wrap up everything.
And i was given the task around 5.

My mum asked how long will i be in the office. I told her till i'm done with the work.
I was stressing out pretty badly till i didn't know what i was doing that i cried.
And my mum got more worried saying she'll come down to the office to keep me company.
"Habis kau nagis duduk kat office buat kerja tak habis-habis, da malam, ni nak mama datang tak?"

Since my dad didn't know where my office is specifically, they took the cab, and arrived 20 minutes later.

My boss caught me wiping my tears and started to mellow down a little. Telling me to do this and that, the simplest task that i had to do, coz i just couldn't do it. I just felt so stupid and useless.

He didn't know my parents were around till he heard my dad's cough. Then i told him that, "Oh, my parents are here to keep me company"

Close to eleven, we left. He offered to send us back, but we declined.

I called a cab and we got a benz.

Can i dun work anymore?
Can i just leave my things and not do them?

Nearly 5 months in the working world, and i think i'm beginning not to like it.
Can't i just go to school and do tutorials and attend lectures for a living?
6 weeks in this company and i broke down.

Can i dun go to work?