Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Ok, second entry within a couple of minutes.

See, i've started on my multiply right, i still dunno what to do with it.
So, while browsing through my contacts, i stumbled upon my friend's multiply which i then added. The friend multiply. The friend whose cousin (dot..dot..dot..) get what i mean?

I look through her pictures, ahh, so here's where she post up all her pics. No wonder no updates in her fotopages. I got to see my friend's wedding pictures which i didn't attend in June.

Then , one of her photo entries, Kazens outing @ ___. I clicked on that.

I clicked, and i saw. In the group photo. There. With his fiancee.

I got frustrated seeing that group photo. My friend just had to write that he was with his fiancee- very detailed description. I became cranky, irritated, frustrated, angry, sad straight away.

I still am. Seeing them together, even though in a group photo, made me wanna cry. Made me angry, made me frustrated. Ok, i'm being repetitive here. Sorry :(

After that pic, i went on to read her blog. When was that gathering? 3rd June. What was i doing on 3rd june? I just got back from KL business trip . I was feeling cheery that night updating my blog while chatting with Reez.

If my own calculations are correct, they'll be married next month.
If there's one person that could make me feel so insignificant, so used, so worthless, so stupid, so foolish, its definitely him.

I wanna share this with someone, but there's no one on msn.

*sobs*