Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: how was ur wedding prep? dean says: hey,tot u wud'nt talk to me anymore....aniway,i'm stil in process for wedding prep.....how hav u been doing? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: of course i wont talk to u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: by the way congrats ya! for being so...*i dunno what word to describe u* dean says: i mean kip in touch again... Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i mean why shd i? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u just hide after i found out that truth abt u dean says: i noe u r damn upset wit me...i'm so so sory...i felt so guilty Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: oh really? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: with ur denials and all? u are so not sorry dean says: from bottom of ma heart Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: bull shit Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: if i used to believed everything u said last time, thats not gonna be the case now Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: coz every words that u've said have been nothing but lies Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: and u mean to say it took u five months to say that ur sorry? dean says: u can say wateva u wan...but this time i'm sincerely sorry Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i found out abt u exactly on this date, 5 bloody months ago Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: exactly on 17th jan! dean says: i'm so ashamed to talk,and even worst meeting u...i'm sory Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: ya right dean says: can we b frens? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u are asking me that now? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dunno what were u thinking Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dunno what u were thinking then, i dunno what u are thinking now Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dun even know u dean says: i noe tat u r so angry wit me,i'm not blaming u...its my fault Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: angry? dean says: say ur heart out....i'm here to listen Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i just wanna know something dean says: say it Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: why did u do it? why did u do what u did? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: why did u look for me just a month before ur engagement? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: why did u give me hope? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: and how long has that been gg on? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: all the while right? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: to think of it, u r such a coward not to tell me straight to my face dean says: i wana tell u the real situation but i jus can't...i can't bear to hurt u..i'm really sory Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u think u can run and hide and everything will be alright dean says: i'm not running or hiding frm u... Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: *i can't bear to hurt you.i'm really sorry.* cut that crap la Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: not runing or hiding Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: then all this while what have u been doing? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: oh Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: of course Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u're too busy with the wedding prep dean says: there u go again... Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i shd have known better Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: there i go again what? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u didn't even call to clarify the situation Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: leaving me on my own dean says: i'm listening Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u r not listening coz im not talking dean says: well,i understand how u felt Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: whats there to listen Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: no u don understand how i felt Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u nv did dean says: so u hate me? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dunno Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dun hate ui just hate what u did to me Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: hate hate hate dean says: i lied to u before,but not tis time...trust me Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u lied to me before, u lie to me forever Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i trusted u back then dean says: no i've stop Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: n u betrayed my trust dean says: u really make me in guilt Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u put urself in guilt dean says: i'm sory...really sory...i really dun meant to hurt u dis way dean says: i'm so sory Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: stop saying ur sorry Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: coz i know ur not dean says: yes i am dean says: yes i'm sory Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: no dean says: yes dean says: a big YES Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: wateva dean says: mayb ur studies at oversea make us apart Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: yago onput the balme on me Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: if u see that as a big factor, dean says: no i'm not blaming u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: why did u do it even though u know im gg away? dean says: i guez its hard to see u smile again Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: who's the one who called you? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: who's the one who sends u msg? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: and come to think of it, i cae back EVERY semester break Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: hoping to meet up with u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: but still, who's the one pulling away? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: who's the one who came up with lame excuses Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: left hp in the office la Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: forgot my sg number la Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: need to accompany mum la dean says: but each time i wanted to meet u up,u did say tat u gona go to ur relatives house Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: each time? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: did u say each time? dean says: hey,aniway,can i meet u again tis coming week?i really need to meet u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: oh really? dean says: yup Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: what for? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i wanted to see then, u simply ignored me dean says: i feel its best to apologise to u face2face rather than on the net Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: so it took u bloody 5 months to finally meet me? dean says: 5 months rather than nothing Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dunno din dean says: pls pls pls pls plssssss Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: if i agree i'll be doing what i've just been doing last time Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: agree to meet, and u screw it all up by not showing up dean says: doing last time?wat u mean? dean says: no not tis time dean says: i promise Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: liar Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i think i've made things too easy for u all this while dean says: to early to say that i'm a liar now Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i'd say too late dean says: i prove to u this time n future to come Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: there's nothing for u to prove anything to me dean says: pleassssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeee Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i'll agree to meet u. Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: but Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i wont meet u one on one dean says: but what? dean says: huh? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dun want it to be just you and me dean says: so? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i want somebody else to be there Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: someone Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: anyone dean says: like who dean says: ? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: anyone u n i know dean says: ??? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i dun want people to see me with a husband to be, someone's fiance dean says: u dun hav to wory bout that....i'll inform her Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: what will u inform her? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: who is her? dean says: its nothing wrong to meet a fren,am i rite? dean says: u noe i noe Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: does she know? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: forget i ask u that Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: of course she dunno dean says: i hope u understand my situation Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u are having a situation? dean says: yup,my situation now is to meet u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: that is not a situation to begin with dean says: yes it is...i jus wana begin a new life Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: of course ur entering a new life dean says: i jus wana clear tings up wit u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: ok dean says: once again i am really really sory wat i've done to u all this while Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: no u r not dean says: sincerely frm bottom of ma heart Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: cut the crap dean says: say wateva u want....i'm not givin up Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u hiding all this while shows that u gave up dean says: no i'm not dean says: i'm not running or hiding frm u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u gave me the impression that u were doing just that dean says: i wud not b here now if thats what u think Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u wouldn't say hi to me if i didn't start this conversation dean says: i didn't noe that u were online Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u didn't know? dean says: a msg popped up n i'm so delighted that u really send a msg to me Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u were delighted to see tt i really sent u a msg n u didn't knwo i was online dean says: i was surf on other websites n a msg box blinks so i click on it
dean says: u think i'm computer expert? dean says: r u there? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u know im in a phase where im finding it very difficult to believe everything said dean says: or my network is slow? dean says: oh ok u r finally here Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: no ur network is fine
dean says: i noe its difficult to blief wateva i said now Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: good dean says: i'm tryin my very best to change it now Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: so whats the plan? dean says: n i wud dean says: hey,if u think that i'm gona lie to u again, then go ahead...wat else r there for me to hide since u noe everyting Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i knew u r gonna say that..i just knew it ur gonna say just that! dean says: as i told u earlier i'm sincerely sory for wat i've done n i wana make up wit u dean says: n thats the whole truth Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: ok dean says: it will b stupid of me to lie n lie n lie to again tis time dean says: no NOT this time dean says: cos i noe that i've u hurt u deep deep dean says: n i wouldn't want that to happen again dean says: never dean says: no more Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: of course it wont happen again dean says: thank u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: coz there wont be a next time dean says: hmmm...thats not wat u think dean says: the thing is i wud not hide aniting frm u no more dean says: even if there's next time or never Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: thats because there wont be anything to hide anymore dean says: oh really dean says: so u think u noe everything Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i think i know what i think i shd know dean says: wat? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: taht u cheated on me? tt u got engagged merely 5 days after i got back..tt ur getting married dean says: i wanted to tell u but it wud b disaster cos u jus came back frm oversea Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: right? dean says: i wouln't wan to hurt u no more dean says: i'm saying truly frm the heart dean says: i noe its hard for u to blief me this time,i'm not givin up...hope to see u smile again Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: thats not gonna be easy Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: dun hope to see me smile just concentrate on seeing ur other half smile thats more important dean says: i noe...i jus pray to god dean says: dun say that Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: its true isn't it? dean says: i felt so guilty now dean says: if i kol or msg u on ur mobile,wud u reply? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: if u call me now, i wont Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: not at this hour dean says: i really need to see u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i would if im still in perth dean says: y can't now Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u mean u still keep my number? dean says: of cos Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: oh.coz i duncoz i deleted all ur numbers already dean says: i noe u r being sarcastis here Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: that and the truth dean says: i dun think so Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: dun call me nowdo it during the day dean says: ok Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: u can check my hp if u dun believe me dean says: by the moment i c u,u wud hv delete it aniway Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i deleted all ur numbers 5 months ago dean says: well ok i understand Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: why wd i wanna keep ur number anyway, u nv answered my calls nor reply my last msg dean says: but i noe u wud not delete me in ur life,dun u? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: why shd i have u in my life when u have someone else to share ur life with? dean says: u kol me now n i would answer now Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: im not calling u dean says: ok i understand ur anger Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: good.suddenly u've become very understanding dean says: even though i hv some1 to share my life with,that doesn't mean we can't kip in touch Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: it wont be the same dean says: i noe..it won b the same...only time wud tell Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: of course dean says: hey i'm sory again...sory for everthing i've done Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: say that straight to my face dean says: thats wat i gona do once i meet u alright... Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: yeah, right dean says: u r too good for me...can't deny that Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: no im not dean says: i'm so sory to let u down all this years..i'm sory Arlinda dean says: Arlinda,i'm terribly sory Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: know what? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: im tired dean says: so u tired listening to me? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: im tired coz i had a long day at workand since u mention that, ya, that too Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: im not even listening to u Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: coz u r not talking dean says: can't imagine that u really say that to me...i'm hurt but its ok i'm not givin up Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: oh it hurts? Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i thought u nv get hurt dean says: nevermind,forget wat i jus said dean says: thats wat u thought... Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: okso ur not hurt Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: just a statement u made so tt i might feel sorry for u dean says: up to u to judge...i'm not forcing anithing dean says: no i'm not asking u to say sory alright... Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: im not judging Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: know what Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i gotta go dean says: oh ok...u hv a gd nyte rest n take care to werk tomoro.. Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: im not working tmrw Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: its saturday Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: if i work, i wont be here cahtting with u at this hour dean says: wow thats great....but i am(sob sob) dean says: if u r tired,then u shud hv ur rest now then Princess Delysa*~Find me a huge dandelion to blow~ says: i will dean says: ok gd nyte
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And she went off to bed at 0320. No she didn't cry. Maybe she had turned into a heartless person now.
