Lets just say that its fated... Another hindrance...yet, again, for the umpteenth times. It had happened so many times that i had lost count. It happened so many times that i nearly gave up.. And, it had happened so many times, that now, if dia call again for another outing, i'm beginning to wonder whether i should feel excited for the outing to finally meet up, or worried that its not going to happen - that i will have to wait for a few long hours only to find out that it was cancelled. Again..
We can only plan, but The Almighty had everything fixed.. (Umm, is that the correct translation for 'kita hanya boleh merancang, tapi Tuhan menentukan segalanya'?) Nothing i can do but to accept what happened.
Supposedly it was confirmed to meet at 2.30pm on a sunday afternoon. My plan was to go Jamiyah in the morning, then get ready after Zuhur. After the class ended at noon, i received a msg, which read,"U, nnti i kluar dgn mother.Meet u later..ptg gitu" which i replied 30 minutes later by asking what time and where is he going with mother, then, 2 hours later, still no reply, asking him to estimate a time to meet so that i can roughly know when to get ready, after which, another 2 hours later i told him off by saying that' i'm tired of waiting for u and ur reply, so lets just forget about this outing!' I was already fuming mad. (Please note that if this incident happened, that kind of feeling applies to anybody, not just him alone)
Went to NTUC and then to Yasalam not bringing my hp on purpose,to buy dinner with sis, and came home around 6.45. Check HP, no missed call, no msg received. Great! Just great!!
When i was about to perform Maghrib, tergerak pulak nak check hp, and there was the much awaited message which simple read," U, sorie, i baru lik la.Tadi rushing tak sempat bawa hp."
How?
So, my Sunday was filled with waiting in anticipation, whcih then led to frustration. And then filled with sorrow and pity because our chance to meet was hindered by yet another circumstances. Lets not have my hopes up high. I've been back to SG twice last year, and we didn't meet up, so why should now be any different from last time? It will be less than 3 weeks before im back in Perth again...
Anyway, ladylicious outing later at Bugis. Lets just tell me to have fun. Have fun ya! :)
