Saturday, April 28, 2007

I got back feeling confused.

The people at home are confusing me.

They're confusing me that its giving me a bad headache.

Suddenly i feel like there's a million and one things to think about that its giving me a major headache.

Maybe its due to the fact that i couldn't put myself to sleep during my first virgin chalet stay over with my wonders last night in my whole of close to 28 years.

Chalet @ pasir ris, brunch @tekka, housewarming @ woodlands, walkaround @ tampines, and that thing at Expo before finally got home with a bad tummy ache which i dunno whether its due to that huge roti prata thats making me so full, or due to the fact that i did not eat anything after that. I dunno whetehr it was due to being too full or my stomach was too empty. But i'm alright, now.

The situation at home is confusing me.

I'm having a headache now.

Big one. And its making me wanna cry - that thing that's causing me all the confusion, which i blamed partly for not sleeping properly last night.

Ok, so i told him that i'd be back at 4-5pm. but i reached home at 6.30pm instead, and he's ignoring me from the time i reached home, till now.

And, she, i dunno, she just dun seem to be interested to hear out what i wanna share regarding the expo thingy. Well, at least, she talks to me.

Now, EVERYTHING is freaking me out.

I wish i'm back in Perth.

Where i can be back at 6pm or midnight or 2-3 am in the morning or not even coming back at all.

I envy my much younger cousins who are able to stay out late or start going out at 10pm at night. I really do.

I need to talk to someone. I wanna call my sis but its midnight there in Brissy, and she's not online now.

He's still at the expo - with his parents, this time.

I'm waiting for him to get back home coz he said needs to discuss something.

I'm eating the blue packet M&Ms which i thought has peanut butter filling but its just taste like normal chocolate candies, just crisper. (Well, its crispy M&Ms, duh!)No peanut butter at all!

Aren't there any good shows on tv a saturday night on??

I was so sleepy that while reading the newspaper, i fell asleep.
Now i feel sleepy but i couldn't sleep at all.

Hence this blog entry.

*bored*
*sighs*