Tuesday, April 17, 2007

There are some newly bought biscuits in the pantry and i'm resisting myself not to open any of them. Coz, it was so tempting that i opened the packet of Marks and Spencer custard and jam biscuits the last time. Its not that they mind if i'm the first one to open it anyway.. heh~

Oh, my collegue is going to the pantry and i heard some sounds of plastics/packaging being opened. I'm making my way to the pantry now...

Yay! I have my Oreo biscuits now! I'm so happy!!!!

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I told her abt it yesterday. Yup, only yesterday. Wanted to tell her earlier, but i was told to wait and finally decided to inform her yesterday when she called.

Why do i have this feeling that she was not too happy with what i told her?
Why do i feel that there's some doubts in her voice?
Why do i feel like she's trying to be calm and tried to be happy throughout the conversation?
Even though she said she'd pray for me, but, i could sense some sadness in her voice.

It disturbed me so much that i was literally trying to fight back my tears when i told him that everything was alright. That she had said nothing, that she was ok with everything. Well, there's actually nothing wrong, but he could just sense that something was wrong with me.

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Going back home from work yesterday felt different. It will feel different agin today, too, for this whole week.
It felt weird. A little lonely. Coz he was neither there to entertertain me with his silly stories nor was he there for me to irritate him with my silly questions or actions. Like playing with his collar/sleeve buttons, unbuttoning them and buttoning them where they shouldn't be. (You know, those tiny buttons underneath the shirt collars, he always have them buttonned, but i'll unbutton them and insert them to the first slot on his shirt intstead :p)

Come back from the jungle quick!!