Saturday, February 25, 2006
I felt that my ears are blocked.I feel deaf.My nose is blocked too.My chest hurts from too much coughing.My body is aching all over.I am down with flu and cough.I met the doctor this morning then went to the library to return the library books and borrowed 2 more.And when i came back, i slept the whole day!Kalau during weekday, guarantee dapat mc.I wish i'm 55 so that i dun have to work anymore.***
You heard of this saying, "If u love someone, u've gotta let it go, if it come comes back, its yours, if it doesn't, its never was?" [Or something like that la]
Screw that.
I let him go, he came back. I let him go again... he came back again. I let him go yet again, he came back yet again. So, according to those words mentioned above, he should be mine, right?
No, he did not come back. Still no nothing from him.
I was just thinking how wrong those words are.
Coz i think he's gone now, never coming back, although i haven't let go.
I should have bought the cute t-shirt that i saw Jay Jays last year at Harbour Town, which said, "If u love him, u've gotta let him go, if he comes back, he's yours, if he doesn't, he's with me!"
But then, that's just not me..
I know i shouldn't be brooding about this. I'm not brooding about it now. I'm just, saying it out.
It could've been worse. Instead of that, he could be married. Then, i'd died of shock!
I'm just seeing that what i'm going through is nothing compared to what other people is going through. But the impact is the same.
And the paragraph thingy is still not working! Why ah? I dun like tau!!
lynn-delysa just penned that down at 8:30 PM
