Saturday, February 18, 2006
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Kidding.
So, what do i need to update?
I snapped at an innocent waitress at Pizza Hut when she took away my plate instead of taking away the plate from the empty seat opposite mine.
I got angry easily. I get pissed at the most non-existent nonsensical thing. I refused to answer any unfamiliar number that appeared on my hp, i refused to return any missed calls even if i know who the caller was and i refused to reply any sms-es, even if i did, i did so with an irritated tone. (Sorry.) On the other hand, i got pissed when nobody answered my call, or when nobody replied to my sms-es.
When my parents went to KL for 3 days and my dad told me to look after his less than 2 month old angel fish by feeding them everyday, which i did obediently, and, on the third day, my sister told me that 4 out of the 6 angel fish had died.
When i realised that there's not too many Memoirs of a Geisha shows left, none in GV TM, none in Bugis, and that i missed the only 1.15pm show at Lido last weekend, i got so upset that i cried. I had been wanting to watch the show since i saw the trailer in Perth last November. So, i looked through the newspaper and finally decided to catch the 4:45 show one Sunday evening all the way at West Mall, thinking that West Mall is in CCK, but luckily i confirmed it with my friend and she told me that West Mall is actually in Bukit Batuk. Off to Bukit Batuk i went, with ar, lin & da, and made a grand entrance with the smallest sized popcorn available (which is still big to me), and fell down as i walking down the carpeted stairs in the cinema.
The uber-shockness that i encountered about a month ago affected me so badly that my usually 12++ day period lasted only 7 days. And it wasn't heavy at all. Then this month, it was so heavy that i had to make frequent visits to the loo at this client's place while doing my work and then i realised that there was no bin in the toilet! And i went, "Whattt???!!" I had to resolve by throwing it in a bin in the pantry instead, of course, after wrapping it nicely in tonns of toilet roll!
I was assigned to to conduct the audit on my own now (at that clients' place which doesn't have a bin in the female toilet). I'm no longer assisting other seniors, it was my first audit assignment on my own, which i thought i did pretty ok, having completed almost of it, just one part on fixed assets which seem tedious and i'm not too sure where to get started, but i'll get it done in 3 days- deadline is on the third day of next week.
I now begin to understand why that thing happened to me last month.
I just don't know why he did it or what he was thinking, or what was his motive, or why he just disappeared after knowing what i knew.
You see, i just remembered that i had prayed to God while i was in Perth, to show me, if he was the one for me and seek for the Almighty's guidance.
I believed now, that my prayers have been answered, when i was shown that he's not the one for me. I got to know abt it by nobody, its just there, it just showed itself. And its only after that, that i confirmed it with a friend.
I think i'm just slightly ok now. I'm still very sore about it, upset, confused and angry at him for doing what he did. Forgiven not forgotten?
Nah!
More like, Unforgiven, not forgotten.
Not until he asks for it. Which i know he won't.
He might be busy at the wedding thingy at expo deciding on which deco or which outfit with the fiancee for all i care.
I still haven't eaten my crispy noodle yet. Do they have crispy noodle at Sakura International Buffet at DownTown East? Coz i'm going there tmrw with my 7-wonders...At least thats something i am looking forward to. I wanna try out all the sushi and sashimi and salmon and miso soup, and udon and tempura... umm, its gonna be all Japanese food right? If it is, then there'll be no crispy noodle.. No? Ok, i'm gonna try out all the food tmrw. Whatever they may be serving.
And oh, i miss my Baby Char. Wonder how she's doing now. Does she have a new owner?
(Now, i dunno what's wrong with blogger coz there isn't any in between spaces to signify a new paragraph. And that pissed me too!)
lynn-delysa just penned that down at 2:15 PM
