Have u ever been in a house where there are lotsa people..around 5, but u just feel so lonely? I do not have that kind of feeling..
Not until now...
Why?
I know theparents that came over from Singapore are very friendly, the mother always persist me to eat each time she sees me, morning, afternoon night... the father makes occasional talks with me- and i really appreciate their gestures.
But... the people whom i've been living with for the past 1.5 years...where are they??? I hardly know them anymore.. I hardly talk to them anymore... Yes, they're busy with their newborn baby.... i fully understand that, but does that give them the right to fully ignore me?? tell you, now, me and my suppsedly housemates talked not more than 5 sentences to each other. We spent not more than 5 minutes talking. Is it just me, or is something very wrong?
Maybe i should just spend my day out of the house and only come back when everyone's asleep. Hows that? But i pity the parents that are here..so far, the mother have been doing all the cooking.. i have not cooked since i came back... I have been wanting to help, but each time i woke up, everything's ready... or when i came back from uni, everythings cooked... I dun want her to think that i'm being lazy or im just taking her for granted. How? How? How?
I can hear lotsa vioces talking..yes..but i feel lonely...
I wanna go home...
Or, i just have to slowly look forward till the end of he year where i dun have to stay here anymore.., when i graduate, when im done with this cpourse,
