Monday, January 01, 2007

I do not know how to upload a video from youtube. I tried copying the embed or watevaitis called, but nothing came out. So, i gave up!

Thats how hopeless i am.

Anyways, 2007 is here.

Hello 2007, Goodbye 2006!
Salam Aidiladha.

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What should i blog about?

Lets just say that i had stumbled my way into 2006 where i had to face the reality of how hurtful a certain truth could be.

How i was always in denials.

How i was always depressed, and always trying to put on a fake smile.

How i would think and dreamt that i would spend my old retiement days in the future, by volunteering and registering myself into the old folks home coz there won't be anybody to look after the old aged-me.

How i thought that i would be walking this world alone.

How i was emotionless or nasty or low or just plain cranky.

How i avoided/missed one of my wonder's engagement.

How i avoided weddings. Hence missed 3 wedding invitations of my beloved friends.

How i shut myself from people.friends.everyone.

But then, towards the end, it changed, and i'm glad it did.

I shall not say more, but lets just say that i'd like to think i'm sashaying my way into 2007.
Well, not really. I welcome 2007 in my sleep. Heh!

Its a new beginning, new chapter of my life.

I wanna share this song from Delta Goodrem. Found the video, dunno how to upload it here. Just enjoy the lyrics.

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Out of the blue-Delta Goodrem.

A new beginning, a new chapter of my life
started the day, when i thought it could be my last
my eyes were wide shut but i, i hadn't given up
just thought i'd be walking, the world alone

out of the blue, there i met you
showed me a life i can't see without you
and there's just no way that i can fight these emotions
your energy running through me
nobody can renew me, like you...
out of the bluecan this be true?

family and friends they were my life
i wasn't one for butterflies
but you gave me love that i can't disguise
and there will be times when we're apart
i want you to know you're in my heart
growing into a beautiful garden

no emotions, my whole body felt like ice
needed to feel, that the sun would shine my way
my world had turned to dust
but i, had my faith and trust
just thought i'd be walking the world alone

family and friends they were my life
i wasn't one for butterflies
but you give me love that i can't disguise
there will be times when we're apart
i want you to know you're in my heart
growing into a beautiful garden

Out of the blue There I met you
I can’t believe that this happened so soon
And theres just no way
That I can fight these emotions
Your energy running through me
(Out of the blue)
(There I met you)
(Showed me a life)
I can't see without you(Out of the blue)
Without you
There I met you, you
(Showed me a life) I can't see without you

There will be times when we're apart
I want you to know you're in my heart
Growing into a beautiful garden
(Finally come true)(Out of the blue)
(There I met you)

To see the video, click here: http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=0C52EE39DFBC2146
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Happy 2007, all!